Tati

I've only spent two months in KYSB and I honestly think that the two months that I was there was one of the best times I've had. I meet A LOT of interesting people there and I learned quite a lot from them too. With Tati, it's different though. Because of my never-ending-insecurities about other people's judgments, I've never been able to get so comfortable with anyone that fast before but with her, I did. I didn't spend as much time with her as I'd love to back then and I honestly regret that the most. If only I knew I wouldn't be back there by now, I would've went to that ATM Course that we planned tapi tak jadi and I would've gone swimming every Tuesday and Thursday and come to her room more often to spend more time with her. Without me realising it, she taught me more than just how block people on Instagram and how to be a good friend a bad friend can be, she taught me about opening up to people so that people open up to you too. And Allah know how much of me I’ve showed her and vice versa. I'd be crazy one day and the next, I’ll be an emotional bag. I love every side of her that she had shown me and I hope she liked the sides of me too. She taught me an important lesson which is the trick of letting people inside your heart is to never let them in deep 'cause then they’d have the power to hurt you. And other people's judgements? That will never be put to a halt, ever. So you might as well be yourself, hold your chin up and enjoy the ride. ‘Cause it’s gonna be a hell of a ride.